This Is For You

we say a lot of things we don't really mean for various reasons. sometimes, because of the stress piling up inside our head, sometimes because of all the emotions building up inside our heart.

there are times when we say things to make ourselves feel better. be it because of something we've done to others or something others have done to us. or maybe just because in every one of us, there's a small part which will always feel insecure, inadequate, unloved. as we translate the things in our head into words, along the way, we hurt the people who have nothing to do with the situation we're in, or even, the things we're feeling. people who, in contrary, are always there to listen, to be our shoulder to cry on.

this entry goes out to all those people who've always been there for me, but whom i've hurt, albeit unintentionally. i say things that sometimes i regret straight away, but was never humble enough to admit. i guess sometimes, i am a bit egoistical, regardless of what i make myself believe. i'm sorry.

and thank you for staying with me.